Yes. I am in a state of panic.
Why?
Because the Exams start on Monday.
Do I need to panic?
Well, probably not since I'm finally studying, the problem is just that I have something else to carry that kinda complicates things: Anxiety.
I mean, studying is hard enough without living on the edge of an anxiety attack most of the time... do you have any idea how difficult that is? I hate depressions -_-'
Ah well... honestly, I just have to last for three more weeks. After that I can die all I want... until I'm gonna start working -_-'
Jippie...
When it comes to other stuff... well... there isn't much other stuff at the moment >_>
I draw between the studying to calm myself down, but that's about it. And it's not really enough to produce any pictures.
Great.
I'm so loving my life at the moment.
Not.
And yes, I just want to whine.
BUT: Leon finally got his lazy ass into Kaleido Star
It took him 29 episodes damnit! Frickin' bishie... he's one of the main reason for why I watch that darn anime!
But... ah... it might be worth it
He's such an asshole >_>
But a pretty one
And after seeing him, I felt a sudden urge to draw bishies... but... then I realised: Where the Hell are all my bishies?! O___O
I'm supposed to have so many but I couldn't think of a single one!
I feel ashamed of myself >_>
Now I can think of many though, so don't worry...
And, seriously: I painted my nails today. Black even.
The last time I painted my nails was for Halloween... and before that? I can't even remember
That's how rarely I do it...
Blueh... stealing my sister's Internet again >_>
This time in her appartment though, since she's out drinking with her buddies.
Mjeeeh... I don't want to study ;___;
And what's even worse: My mother has sent Spike away (that's our dog) since he couldn't behave. It's probably permanent this time...
So no more orange fluff ball for me ;___;
And suddenly I felt the urge to cry -_-'
Great.
But it will pass until morning.
See ya.
My To Draw-list1. Commisson Bookmarks - Second Round
2. A Gentle Touch -
DONE3. Randro Art Trade with *
shideh4. Why Lucas Is a Freak -
DONE5. Nernethai Character Meme
6. Zeithan - Aztec
7. In the End Comic Page -
DONE8. Shard and His Cat
9. 'Just once...' -
DONE10. Appreciation -
DONE
Agony
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Tip 2: Schedule your time at the beginning and stick to that schedule, it really helps and stops the panicking.
Tip 3:I know it sounds stupid but breath really deeply, I have a friend who faints in exams I told her to do this and she was fine...
Yeah so good luck! I've got some of my GCSE's soon so i know how you feel!
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Komm und rette mich...
Black? Did it have to be black....
Seriously though, I'm sure you'll be fine. These exams are important but they aren't the be all and end all of your life. These heaps of options out there for you no matter how your results come out, for better or worse. All you can do is try your best and be happy with that. No sense beating yourself up over something you don't have any control over now is there.
I find, as far as anxiety goes, that it is easier to keep calm if I remember: panicking isn't going to help me get the job done any faster. Though that's just me, it might work for you too though.
Alternatively you can just stab someone....though I recommend doing it with a spoon, or if you must a fork, knives are way too malicious and just make you seem homicidal in general
Good luck dudess.
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"We all have an innate ability to recognize flaws and weaknesses in others.
It takes much greater courage to recognize the same flaws in ourselves."
Sounds like some kick ass advices
So far I've survived one test at least >_> We'll see how well I do with the next...
Good luck to you to!
Och hoppas att du känner dig lättare till sinnes också
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And... heh... Trains
Not to even mention all the hilarious quotes... Heh... eheh... *drools*
Problemet är att matte är imorgon >_>
Och jag kan inget känns det som ;__;
Men, men... det är bara att kämpa på antar jag...
Och det ska jag
Ninjor är bra
Vi får se
Six tests done... nine left.
Heh... heh...
I just can't get them out of my head!
They're amazing
Woho for that! *keeps fingers crossed*
I know... They're so damn friggin' amazing that it must be illegal in some way... Soooooo wonderful! And their little wedding quarrel then
And those I wanted were those really MEANT to be bishies, not just bishiefied by my style because I can't draw manly men.
Because it was the closest.
Umm... well... it would be lovely if I could avoid getting worked up. The problem is that I can't >_>
I'm not talking about that regular anxiety students have, I'm talking about that diagnosed anxiety that I have that doesn't listen to my reasonable thoughts. I get so worked up because I can't stop... because... well... I have issues or something -_-' I know it's not the end of the world but a part of me doesn't listen to that and instead starts panicking and stuff... It makes life a bit more difficult.
(If I had any other psychologist than the one I have at the moment I would probably be forced to eat pills for all my problems >_> )
But I'll keep that in mind anyway and see if it works...
And I'll try not to stab someone
Thanks. I'll need it
Only nine tests left though!
Maths tomorrow... please kill me -_-'
I bet it is illegal! SOMEWHERE it HAS to be!
And that was so cute! Yes! They manage to be adorable too! Curse them!
And I've sketched a little on Zephaniah now
He's darn hot
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