(let's not go deeper into the title )

Stolen from *Sjazna anyway.
I'm gonna take my newest character for this Just because people need to get to know him or something... He's played against *Sjazna in a new roleplay I forced her into With figureskating


CHARACTER MEME

1) What's your character's name?
Yurii

2) How old is he/she?
19

3) Is your OC a boy or girl?
He's a guy

4) What's his/her race?
Human

Appearance

1) If this character were to suddenly become part of the real world, and ended up in a heavily-populated area, how many stares would he/she get?
Well... he's a pretty normal teenager really O__o And his world is pretty much this one. He normally wears dark clothes, but that's not really uncommon so I think that he would pass as a pretty normal guy. A pretty handsome normal guy, but nothing more.

2) Is your character considered normal in his/her own world?
Not really, but that is mostly thanks to his personality. When you see him you might expect that he's a pretty nice guy, but for real he's rude, cold and down right evil sometimes >_>
He's an asshole Perhaps distantly related to Seiran...

3) What would be his/her most recognizable feature(s)?
The eyes. He's got very intense, green eyes.

4) Would you consider your OC as attractive?
. . . darn it
I would, yes. And there is one simple reason for that: I fall for the bad guys -_-' Looks doesn't really matter that much (now, Yurii happens to be pretty too, but that's just a bonus ) as long as they're nasty...


Personality

1) Temper?
Oh God yes. Or... well... he rarely speaks to anyone, so he seems calm - until you piss him off. He doesn't need much to get overly violent. Although he would never harm anyone severly. Physically at least >_>

2) Does your character ever get depressed?
Rarely. He has very little to be depressed over O__o
Being annoyed disturbs him far more though since he can't concentrate then
Only time he's been really depressed was when he bullied Tristan ( *Sjazna's character) enough to make him quit with the figure skating thing and then started feeling guilty for it. He can't handle guilt

3) Leader or Follower?
I... am not really sure to be honest. In a sense he follows since he rarely bothers about what happens around him, but his personality makes him strong enough to be a leader...

4) What is the main aspect(s) of his/her personality?
Before you talk to him he might seem shy or just asocial, but once you get to know him? That he's an asshole. Not just rude, but an asshole, since he's capable of some pretty nasty shit -_-'

History

1) Did your OC have a family of any sort? If so, are they still alive?
He has his mother and father and he loves them deeply ^^

2) Is your character out on his/her own? If so, why?
He's a loner. Simple as that.

3) Has he/she encountered any traumatizing events?
Urr... not... really. He lives a rather normal life. The worst thing is perhaps that he started abusing pain killers after an injury a while ago. But then again, he knows that makes him a drug addict, but he's fine with it and hasn't seen any reason yet that would make him stop >_>

4) What was probably the best time in his/her life so far?
When he was about twelve and started getting better and better at figure skating ^^

Romance

1) Single?
Urr... I... don't really know
A couple of more roleplay sessions and then I can probably say no.

2) Has your OC developed any romantic relationships?
We're getting there
He's a tricky one to have romantic relationships with >_>

3) Virgin?
Nope

4) Does your character like flirting?
Urr... no. He can flirt, and people can flirt with him, but he's normally not interested.


Symbolism

1) What animal would you associate your OC with?
Panther

2) Musical Instrument?
Violin or piano (he's a graceful one )

3) Element?
Fire I think...

4) Planet?
Urr... I have no idea


Showing the Love

1) Do you draw your character?
He's only two days old But I've done some simple sketches... I'm still trying to get him right though >_> I'm not sure that I like how he looks on the paper so far...

2) Do you write about him/her?
No, at least not yet. But I'm not sure if I will either >_>

3) Do you use him/her in any rpgs?
He was created for that, so yes.

4) What other ways have you appreciated your OC?
I adore him
And would fall in love with him if I met him -_-'


RANDOMIZE!

1) Is your character wanted for anything?
Urr... no. He's violent and evil, but hasn't done anything really illegal. Or... well... except for the bullying. Which he admitted and therefore got suspended from practice and competitions >_>

2) What are three weaknesses in him/her?
a) He's a drug addict -_-'
b) He denies a lot (like the truth or what he really thinks and feels)
c) He has a hard time forgiving himself for stuff that he feels guilty over

3) Strengths?
a) Determined
b) Intelligent
c) Confident (often considered to be too full of himself though )

4) Does your OC drink or smoke (ect.)?
No... but he, as said, abuses pain killers >_>

5) What's one quirk about your him/her?
When he feels guilty he becomes the nicest guy in the world And remains so (against the specific person) even if he eventually is able to forgive himself.

6) Does your character have any phobias?
Not that I know of. I think that he really dislikes spiders though...

7) What could you do to get him/her into a blind rage?
Umm... talk to him?
No, seriously. I guess just... annoy him. Which is done the easiest by insulting him or being stupid in his presence.

8) Does your OC like chickens?
I think he's rather neutral to them


The Final Question

What would you consider your relationship with your character to be like?
If he was real? Then I would adore him. Both for the figure skating thing and the fact that... well... I would fall in love with him -_-'
And he would perhaps not hate me... since I'm not a complete idiot But I doubt that he would like me >_>

_______

I have to find this guy a last name
And draw him properly >_>

I have my first biology test in two hours -_-'
I need to go and study.

Ah…. Ha ha…
Right. Nine tests done last week, one today, three more this week and then two next week. After that I'm done. WOHO!
Or… well… I will be done if I actually passed the tests >_> Which I'm not sure if I did (especially math -_-' ) But I'm getting there anyway. At the moment I panic about biology, which is later this week, and we'll see how much I manage to study for that.

Seriously, I don't have much to say. I just feel overly isolated, depressed and angsty -_-'
Partly because of the tests, but partly because I am isolated, depressed and angsty. I rarely have Internet now that I just write tests at school, which means even less time than before, and I only have my cell phone… and like… no money -_-' So pretty isolated, yes.
The depressiveness and angst comes from pretty much the same things I guess. Tests, lonely, hungry, tired… yeah, you know the drill.
And yes, I just want to complain.

Some news is that I have a 'traditional media' moment again. Meaning that I really, really want to use traditional media. Now, whether I do or not – since my To Draw-list only has one traditional picture – is another thing. But I want to. And I will, once I have more time.

And… I really feel like beating my head against the wall -_-'
A miserable little creature I am indeed.

I can, on the other hand, announce that I am so deep into Final Fantasy XII now that I just don't know how to get rid of it. Seriously, I still think that it's not really a Final Fantasy game thanks to the new battle system but GOD I love the story and characters! For once I want to see how the story progress more than I want to run around and find everything...
And Balthier is just... drool. He just keeps on getting better and better! In the matter of two minutes he got like TEN TIMES cooler than before! And yes, I am a fangirl. Because Balthier rocks. Simple as that.
And I'm starting to like Gabranth more and more too >_> He's so cool ^^ And tragic somehow ;___; I bet something bad is going to happen to him -_-' You seriously can't be the evil twin brother of one of the good guys (Basch in case you didn't know that) without being punished for it before the end comes...
And Vossler! Damn you, you bastard!
. . .
I am not stuck on this game, I promise.

And now I need to get some food or something, before I totally snap.
And upload a picture... right... I was gonna do that to... and then... study. Great -_-'


My To Draw-list

1. Commisson Bookmarks - Second Round
2. A Gentle Touch - DONE
3. Randro Art Trade with *shideh
4. Why Lucas Is a Freak - DONE
5. Nernethai Character Meme
6. Zeithan - Aztec - DONE
7. In the End Comic Page - DONE
8. Shard and His Cat
9. 'Just once...' - DONE
10. Appreciation - DONE

Yes. I am in a state of panic.
Why?
Because the Exams start on Monday.
Do I need to panic?
Well, probably not since I'm finally studying, the problem is just that I have something else to carry that kinda complicates things: Anxiety.
I mean, studying is hard enough without living on the edge of an anxiety attack most of the time... do you have any idea how difficult that is? I hate depressions -_-'
Ah well... honestly, I just have to last for three more weeks. After that I can die all I want... until I'm gonna start working -_-'
Jippie...

When it comes to other stuff... well... there isn't much other stuff at the moment >_>
I draw between the studying to calm myself down, but that's about it. And it's not really enough to produce any pictures.
Great.
I'm so loving my life at the moment.
Not.

And yes, I just want to whine.

BUT: Leon finally got his lazy ass into Kaleido Star It took him 29 episodes damnit! Frickin' bishie... he's one of the main reason for why I watch that darn anime!
But... ah... it might be worth it He's such an asshole >_>
But a pretty one
And after seeing him, I felt a sudden urge to draw bishies... but... then I realised: Where the Hell are all my bishies?! O___O
I'm supposed to have so many but I couldn't think of a single one!
I feel ashamed of myself >_>
Now I can think of many though, so don't worry...

And, seriously: I painted my nails today. Black even.
The last time I painted my nails was for Halloween... and before that? I can't even remember That's how rarely I do it...

Blueh... stealing my sister's Internet again >_>
This time in her appartment though, since she's out drinking with her buddies.
Mjeeeh... I don't want to study ;___;

And what's even worse: My mother has sent Spike away (that's our dog) since he couldn't behave. It's probably permanent this time...
So no more orange fluff ball for me ;___;

And suddenly I felt the urge to cry -_-'
Great.
But it will pass until morning.
See ya.


My To Draw-list

1. Commisson Bookmarks - Second Round
2. A Gentle Touch - DONE
3. Randro Art Trade with *shideh
4. Why Lucas Is a Freak - DONE
5. Nernethai Character Meme
6. Zeithan - Aztec
7. In the End Comic Page - DONE
8. Shard and His Cat
9. 'Just once...' - DONE
10. Appreciation - DONE

Seriously. Cucumber is what I've been eating the most lately.
I eat it with my sandwiches in the morning and I eat it with my dinner... like... a lot >_> (and no, at the moment I kind of miss that thing called lunch...)
But it's so tasty ^^

And I've FINALLY gotten it confirmed that I WILL have a job this summer! I'm gonna go and sign the papers for employment as soon as I'm done by the Internet actually, so I can start working as soon as I quit school, and perhaps some days inbetween everything. WOHO!
And I got to hear that I might be called to the kitchen too >_>
(I'm gonna clean at a hotel, but they might need staff in the kitchen as well, so I might be working there to... KICK ASS! )

And I have FINALLY started studying. Slowly, but I'm doing it.
So apart from signing papers and seeing my psychologist that is what I will do today.
In the evening, I might allow myself to draw or play some Final Fantasy (or perhaps Devil May Cry, since I've gotten a sudden urge to do that as well... DUH ) but we'll see...
I have WAY too many pictures to finish >_> Half of them not even on my To Draw-list -_-'
I suck...

And WOHO!
I just passed 15 000 pageviews!


My To Draw-list

1. Commisson Bookmarks - Second Round
2. A Gentle Touch - DONE
3. Randro Art Trade with *shideh
4. Why Lucas Is a Freak - DONE
5. Nernethai Character Meme
6. Zeithan - Aztec
7. In the End Comic Page - DONE
8. Shard and His Cat
9. 'Just once...' - DONE
10. Appreciation - DONE

BWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA!
Right.
This morning, when I lay in my bed, pretending that the alarm clock had not told me that I should get up if I want to get to school and steal Intnernet, my sister came by on her way to her work therapy thingie. Pretty fascinating. What she did was to give me her wireless Internet modem thingie... which means: INTERNET! HAH!
Now, she will be back around twelve or so, but she did say something about perhaps leaving it over night...
Heh... heh... heh...
I am in my appartment! And I have Internet! WOHO!

Anyhow.
At the moment, I've been strangely busy without really doing anything.
First I got a shock when I found out that my Devil May Cry 3 Chibi picture had been stolen by a guy here on DA, but thanks to *Her-Geekness things turned out pretty nicely. The picture has been taken off his site anyway, and I drew *Her-Geekness a picture as thank you

Apart from that, I've discovered how incredibly fun it is to draw. Yesterday I had to force myself to leave the OH SO WONDERFUL picture I'm working on in Photoshop at the moment (sadly enough not from my To Draw-list, no >_> ) and go to bed. Made me sad. But, I'll just continue as soon as possible
It has so much that my pictures normally don't! Like yucky green fluid in a big tank, wires and tubes and electonic stuff (doesn't seem all too electronic though >_> ) and just... heh... I'm loving every minute of it... even if the layers are screwing with me

Sadly enough, this leads to me not studying. At all >_>
And it's just a little more than a week left before the Final Exams start. On the other hand I only have three subjects that I really need to study in and it is managable within a week. I am one of those persons who can cram tons of stuff in for a short period of time and then forget it again Might use that strategy...

Oh! And just btw: I decided to check how much snow we really had in Slagnäs this Sunday, because I've been saying different amounts to different people. What I did was to walk out on our yard, towards the first pile of snow that had not been shovelled there - meaning having fallen there peacefully on its own - and... God I was shocked
It was as tall as me.
And, people, that's 176 cm (5'9 ) And that is FREAKY.
Now, actually, it was a little bit less on other places so the average is perhaps only 150-160 cm, but STILL. What is this?! The North Pole?!

Anyhow.
Later today I'm gonna teach my sister the basics when it comes to colouring in Photoshop and then I'm gonna play Final Fantasy XII in front of her again. Lovely ^^
So I'm gonna have fun...

Now off to upload a picture and perhaps force myself to eat breakfast...


My To Draw-list

1. Commisson Bookmarks - Second Round
2. A Gentle Touch - DONE
3. Randro Art Trade with *shideh
4. Why Lucas Is a Freak - DONE
5. Nernethai Character Meme
6. Zeithan - Aztec
7. In the End Comic Page - DONE
8. Shard and His Cat
9. 'Just once...' - DONE
10. Appreciation - DONE