Yes. I am in a state of panic.
Why?
Because the Exams start on Monday.
Do I need to panic?
Well, probably not since I'm finally studying, the problem is just that I have something else to carry that kinda complicates things: Anxiety.
I mean, studying is hard enough without living on the edge of an anxiety attack most of the time... do you have any idea how difficult that is? I hate depressions -_-'
Ah well... honestly, I just have to last for three more weeks. After that I can die all I want... until I'm gonna start working -_-'
Jippie...

When it comes to other stuff... well... there isn't much other stuff at the moment >_>
I draw between the studying to calm myself down, but that's about it. And it's not really enough to produce any pictures.
Great.
I'm so loving my life at the moment.
Not.

And yes, I just want to whine.

BUT: Leon finally got his lazy ass into Kaleido Star It took him 29 episodes damnit! Frickin' bishie... he's one of the main reason for why I watch that darn anime!
But... ah... it might be worth it He's such an asshole >_>
But a pretty one
And after seeing him, I felt a sudden urge to draw bishies... but... then I realised: Where the Hell are all my bishies?! O___O
I'm supposed to have so many but I couldn't think of a single one!
I feel ashamed of myself >_>
Now I can think of many though, so don't worry...

And, seriously: I painted my nails today. Black even.
The last time I painted my nails was for Halloween... and before that? I can't even remember That's how rarely I do it...

Blueh... stealing my sister's Internet again >_>
This time in her appartment though, since she's out drinking with her buddies.
Mjeeeh... I don't want to study ;___;

And what's even worse: My mother has sent Spike away (that's our dog) since he couldn't behave. It's probably permanent this time...
So no more orange fluff ball for me ;___;

And suddenly I felt the urge to cry -_-'
Great.
But it will pass until morning.
See ya.


My To Draw-list

1. Commisson Bookmarks - Second Round
2. A Gentle Touch - DONE
3. Randro Art Trade with *shideh
4. Why Lucas Is a Freak - DONE
5. Nernethai Character Meme
6. Zeithan - Aztec
7. In the End Comic Page - DONE
8. Shard and His Cat
9. 'Just once...' - DONE
10. Appreciation - DONE